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Temple Of Silence by Sinbatollica Temple Of Silence :iconsinbatollica:Sinbatollica 15 15 Clinging to the Truth ... by Sinbatollica Clinging to the Truth ... :iconsinbatollica:Sinbatollica 17 18 Princess Dream by Sinbatollica Princess Dream :iconsinbatollica:Sinbatollica 14 5 A Rope's Dream by Sinbatollica A Rope's Dream :iconsinbatollica:Sinbatollica 5 9 Dark Light by Sinbatollica Dark Light :iconsinbatollica:Sinbatollica 6 7 Madman by Sinbatollica Madman :iconsinbatollica:Sinbatollica 8 18


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March of the Imbeciles I by TheRealJustinBailey March of the Imbeciles I :icontherealjustinbailey:TheRealJustinBailey 53 28 eyes 2 by thomasbossert eyes 2 :iconthomasbossert:thomasbossert 112 37 network by thomasbossert network :iconthomasbossert:thomasbossert 73 34 Liquid Hunter by Deborah-Valentine
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Morbide Printemps by Deborah-Valentine Morbide Printemps :icondeborah-valentine:Deborah-Valentine 61 41 Another Day at Sea by Deborah-Valentine Another Day at Sea :icondeborah-valentine:Deborah-Valentine 89 72 Nereid by zoobyshoe Nereid :iconzoobyshoe:zoobyshoe 216 74 ALIENARCHITECTURE VI by love1008 ALIENARCHITECTURE VI :iconlove1008:love1008 38 11




Long time ago before that I wake up from my sleep, I was walking randomly with the crowd … All wearing the same costumes that it was barely hard to know who is different … And one day I realized my costume didn’t fit me anymore … Confused am I “Am I the only person who wears a costume that doesn’t fit to?… Is anyone else feeling the same?” … My costume was very tight that I could barely breathe and no one else could feel my pain …

Teachers always taught me whenever I was in pain I should run to someone who can help … And so I ran to my family; my parents and friends, crying and begging for help “ Please help me, Treat my pain” and what they gave me were temporary painkillers … Take a pill and you will be fine … or either they tried to convince me that the costume I was wearing was just fine … I would feel great all the time when I was with them but as soon as I left my friends or quit the painkillers the pain was still there.

Having enough with what everyone said, I started to look at the world through my own eyes and for the first time I could see a difference. This is my idol “The clown” he is wearing a different facial makeup … He always looks happy and he is just smiling all the time … Perhaps that is the cure … I bought the most expensive makeup kit in town …Happily am I rushing to paint over my face that I forgot my pain exists… I had the most beautiful colors over my face with a drawn smile bigger than that of the clown … As soon as I looked at myself in the mirror I realized the rise of many contradictory feelings … My real face was totally different that I could be mistaken for someone else … and a big painted smile over my face but the pain was still there …

One day I woke up in my garden being fed up with my miserable state that I started removing away my clown makeup … the big fake drawn smile, nose and wig unable to handle my pain anymore … I took off all my clothes and stood naked … and For once the pain totally disappeared … A total relief … As if magic happened … it felt like that was the reward of celebrating the difference of my own skin … A naturally drawn smile on my face … my body was able to feel the warmth of the light …

Since then I became aware about all the infinite possibilities my being is able to take through this journey … I can always look outwards and be weak rather than believing and trusting in my own powers … I can go back cry and rely on people begging for a pill that doesn’t have a strong impact … I can imitate my idols blindly without understanding … and I can go  run away from my fears and pains buy and do the things that cover and numb away my pain … Or Perhaps I can just stand naked accepting and celebrating my divine existence and choose to face my fears and pains as a warrior … We come to this world and choose­ to walk … A master or a slave… a giver or a taker … A warrior or a beggar … to be naked or wear a couple of thoughts that prevent our beings to fly and experience that which is divine … To Be a king or chop off your wings!


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OliverTheDuck Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2016  Student Digital Artist
all the amazing artists left years ago...
now all there are left is kids.
kids like me, but, I look up the amazing artists who left years ago. 
I wish they would come back...
Mayan-Tentacle Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2011
Hey Simba, just wanted to say hi :)
PsyKingdom Featured By Owner May 24, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
Hi my dear friend :cuddle:

hope you are well and enjoy in your life :aww:

me and my family are good... soon going to Greece then to Ozora :sun:
can't wait, we went crazy in the city :crazy: :giggle:

are you going somewhere on summer?

wish you lovely day~week~weekend~month~year :glomp:

hugs ..kisses... namaste ~(:~
SoulClipse Featured By Owner Apr 10, 2011
Hello Omar.
I want to re-contact.

Love and Light from Turkey.
naya-essence-of Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2011  Professional Filmographer
are you a bit angry these days? give news buddy, try to go on skype soon or smth !
TheRealJustinBailey Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2010  Student Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fav's!

I like your gallery too, especially "The Hidden Place" and "Satyricon"
thomasbossert Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2010
thank you for the :+fav:...:wave:
naya-essence-of Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2010  Professional Filmographer
hey man , hope to talk to you soon, we should find a way !

om shanti shanti om
naya-essence-of Featured By Owner Oct 24, 2010  Professional Filmographer
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